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It seems like a reoccurance for all my life – not fitting in anywhere. I thought university would change things but I feel I have no niche at all. Joining societies and meeting people elsewhere is fine for most people – but with my course I spend a lot of time with my coursemates and am going to – for more than the standard 3 years. So it would make sense I find my closest friends there. But at the moment I feel so **** all the time, lonely – in a crowded room (now I really can apprciate that phrase ;(), angry (at others and myself) and bitterness.
I know I’m being judgemental about people but I KNOW I don’t fit it. There are some nice people but I can’t see myself being best friends with them because we’re SOSO different. I know people can be friends with different interests, it’s just that I have not found anyone with similar interests.
I feel depressed at the prospect of going to university for a long time – just for the degree, and not enjoying myself. I even thought of dropping the course, reverting back to my hermit lifestyle back home.
I’m just so sick of it all – all my life I feel left out, different and isolated. There’s been issues with just about every aspect of my uni life so far – I regret getting in now. No friendships developing with flatmates, coursemates.
I feel apathetic all the time and have no motivation to do anything. Before I used to study all the time – and my reward would be my high grades. I thought this would change during university – that I’d actually have friends I could party and hang around with who enjoyed my company and vice versa. I suppose I dreamed a little unrealistically. It’s so depressing that I used to think it’ll be over soon, and I’ll be out of here (school etc) with good grades, then I can find some friends… But now all this is just happening again.
University has made me shallow, insecure, and bought out some negative qualities in me – that perhaps were lurking there anyway. But mostly it’s made me feel very low, but is supposed to be one of the best times of my life.

It seems like a reoccurance for all my life – not fitting in anywhere. I thought university would change things but I feel I have no niche at all. Joining societies and meeting people elsewhere is fine for most people – but with my course I spend a lot of time with my coursemates and am going to – for more than the standard 3 years. So it would make sense I find my closest friends there. But at the moment I feel so **** all the time, lonely – in a crowded room (now I really can apprciate that phrase ;(), angry (at others and myself) and bitterness.
I know I’m being judgemental about people but I KNOW I don’t fit it. There are some nice people but I can’t see myself being best friends with them because we’re SOSO different. I know people can be friends with different interests, it’s just that I have not found anyone with similar interests.
I feel depressed at the prospect of going to university for a long time – just for the degree, and not enjoying myself. I even thought of dropping the course, reverting back to my hermit lifestyle back home.
I’m just so sick of it all – all my life I feel left out, different and isolated. There’s been issues with just about every aspect of my uni life so far – I regret getting in now. No friendships developing with flatmates, coursemates.
I feel apathetic all the time and have no motivation to do anything. Before I used to study all the time – and my reward would be my high grades. I thought this would change during university – that I’d actually have friends I could party and hang around with who enjoyed my company and vice versa. I suppose I dreamed a little unrealistically. It’s so depressing that I used to think it’ll be over soon, and I’ll be out of here (school etc) with good grades, then I can find some friends… But now all this is just happening again.
University has made me shallow, insecure, and bought out some negative qualities in me – that perhaps were lurking there anyway. But mostly it’s made me feel very low, but is supposed to be one of the best times of my life.

Hey guys, questions like this may have been asked but this one is slightly different (sorry for length).
Im in university in Canada in third year now and during first year in residence there was this girl on my floor who I thought was quite awesome (high grades, scholarships, social, attractiveness etc…) but never really got to know her too well. We did chat in person now and then and on facebook exchanging birthday wishes (I usually start the convo.) and such over second year summer and the summer just now, although we did lose real contact for much that time.
She’s now is in our schools affiliated business school’s reputed program where I plan on applying this year. About a month ago, I saw her at the school rec. center but didn’t meet her and fb msg’d after saying I saw you there, how are things etc.. and she replied well and I talked to her about her summer jobs and stuff she did (that she posted on fb) and sent another message saying I wasn’t being creepy and she replied no worries and thought I said we should meet up with all other floor mates as well. I finally said that we never got to know each other and we’ll hopefully bump into each other and good luck with your year and ended the convo. (these were private fb messages, not wall posts).
She does have many friends and is social on fb (about 800?) and reallife. About two weeks ago she posted her twitter account link on fb and asked people to follow her to which I did reply ‘lol twitter(i think)’. I remembered and saw that post yesterday again and used my old twitter account (that I never used and coincidentally for the timing) and followed her (she had many about 100 followers) and tweeted to her that its my first follow on twitter and hope to learn how it works and expand my network esp with the students at the business program which I really meant and intend to do.
Next day (now two days ago), she blocked me on twitter and facebook (same username on both accounts). I think I creeped her out now and I really never meant to and want to apologize. But aside, one thing is that I myself am determined and hardworking and ambitious (if she remembers my grades from first year) like she seems to be but I’m not too popular.
Now, I have her mobile number from a while back from her fb post before the block which I think is still her recent one and don’t know if and how to text her. Or should I make another twitter account and apologize, but everyone will be able to see it. Or should I make another fb account and private message her (obviously letting her know its me).
Which is proper and how should I go about apologizing and when should I apologize (been two days now) and ask her if its ok to renetwork simply for connections, as I really want to get to know her ?
Thanks guys, sorry for the repost, really waiting for some good suggestions.

ok, im sorry to be so self pitying here but I need some good advice. I recently graduated from uni with a bare pass degree.
It was disappointing considering I was ,in high school, an A grade student. I worked my socks off at school and felt when the results paid off and when I was done with the all-paid place in a prestigious uni I managed to be accepted into then the world would be at my finger tips.
But I took ill n I had to drop out in my final year and then i had to PAY about 1000 to sit my final year which meant I couldn’t save to go on any work placements abroad.
I then took ill again, (auto immune) had to study very late for exams and got a ok result considering, but despite this my lecturers told me in my second year that I would get a first class cert as I was showing very high grades from 1st year.
I cannot get employment just now as I keep getting informed that they want years of work experience or a higher degree award .
My catch 22 is that when applying for a post graduate place uni’s (so i can improve my grade) all refuse me on my final grade, so i cant improve it and cant get a job.
I have asked companies for work experience and they told me they can’t offer anything as I’m not studying or and undergraduate (this is for internships) . For work placements over seas you have to be affiliated to a uni so I cant do that and independant companies come at a high cost as do other paid qualifications. As competition is so high for both employment and education Im finding myself in between a rock and a hard place being told by the job centre to “try harder” .
I wasnt to emigrate but cant as i do have an illness (and the NHS is free) . My life is a stale mate just not. I see old high school folks who left school with nothing now in good jobs and I am questioning my life choices . I love learning and its killing me not being able to do aNYTHING with my qualities.