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okay i’m a 22 year old guy and am currently living at home. i quit college 2 years ago to follow my dreams.. this is something that left my parents pretty surprised, as they are the typical “american dream” famiily and think life is about a career.
i’m at that stage where i’m still finding my niche in life. i’m finding more about myself and where i’m at now i don’t have any friends really nearby.
my 23 year old sister is currently at home as well. she graduated and is at home. anyways she is always, ALWAYS with my mother. they do nearly everything together; shopping ,watch TV, etc.
we hang out, but only when her and my mom aren’t doing anything, which isn’t too often.
she sees my loneliness but doesn’t care enough to hang out with me.
this hurts me b/c this year has been so hard and my family doesn’t really help me out in my tough time..they love me but they don’t ever talk to me much, especially my sister and father. my mom occasionally does.
should i be mad at my sister or not?

okay i’m a 22 year old guy and am currently living at home. i quit college 2 years ago to follow my dreams.. this is something that left my parents pretty surprised, as they are the typical “american dream” famiily and think life is about a career.
i’m at that stage where i’m still finding my niche in life. i’m finding more about myself and where i’m at now i don’t have any friends really nearby.
my 23 year old sister is currently at home as well. she graduated and is at home. anyways she is always, ALWAYS with my mother. they do nearly everything together; shopping ,watch TV, etc.
we hang out, but only when her and my mom aren’t doing anything, which isn’t too often.
she sees my loneliness but doesn’t care enough to hang out with me.
this hurts me b/c this year has been so hard and my family doesn’t really help me out in my tough time..they love me but they don’t ever talk to me much, especially my sister and father. my mom occasionally does.
should i be mad at my sister or not?

Back in April I met a couple people on campus who were evangelizing to people and I was one of the people that they sat down with and started to talk to me about the gospel. I was a little skeptical at first because I did and still believe that there is a higher power, a god as you may call him, and that no matter the religion we are affiliated with, we can come together as a society when we need to and overcome and challenge that comes our way. I eventually became a christian because they gave me more insight about Jesus and god and how they can be apart of their lives. Ever since then I’ve been reading bible and learning about God and how if w you follow god’s word, you will ascend into the kingdom and gain eternal life. The only problem with that is one question? When will god answer my prayers. Although I’ve made a whole bunch of new friends since then, I’m still trapped in this state of loneliness and depression. The only people I can rely on are musicians in bands. The stuff that I listen to is basically heavy metal like Disturbed, Machine Head, Metallica, Trivium, and so on. These bands have influenced me to play guitar and to start writing poetry/song structure ideas. When this comes across people, they immediately deem me insane or violent while there are Other songs that are equally or more aggressive than what I’ve ever wrote. I’ve written probably over 50 ideas and trying to put music to it, but I’m being put down by people who think I’m not supposed to write anything cause it’s too violent and what not. I can’t even remember scriptures, I only remember lyrics from heavy metal songs such as “give your soul to me, for eternity” and “The Halo over our demise, following a god so blind.” I need a little more insight on this issue cause I truly don’t understand Gods ways, or if i ever wanted to.

Back in April I met a couple people on campus who were evangelizing to people and I was one of the people that they sat down with and started to talk to me about the gospel. I was a little skeptical at first because I did and still believe that there is a higher power, a god as you may call him, and that no matter the religion we are affiliated with, we can come together as a society when we need to and overcome and challenge that comes our way. I eventually became a christian because they gave me more insight about Jesus and god and how they can be apart of their lives. Ever since then I’ve been reading bible and learning about God and how if w you follow god’s word, you will ascend into the kingdom and gain eternal life. The only problem with that is one question? When will god answer my prayers. Although I’ve made a whole bunch of new friends since then, I’m still trapped in this state of loneliness and depression. I feel that God is not walking beside me, but pushing me away like I’m a twisted monster. I’m now questioning my faith. Is god just waiting to show himself to me in the future, or will I be turned away from him just like everyone else in my life. I thought that the bible would help me, give me insight, give me meaningful words to dwell upon, but nothing. I can’t even remember scriptures, I only remember lyrics from heavy metal songs such as “give your soul to me, for eternity” and “The Halo over our demise, following a god so blind.” I need a little more insight on this issue cause I truly don’t understand Gods ways, or if i ever wanted to.

i started following Jesus 2 years ago… and my parents, including my sister/twin brother have been very hard hearted since so…
currently i am struggling to find my niche and find friends.. when i get mad or angry with my parents, my brother and sister act like they expect me to be perfect and continue on not accepting me or acting normal around me; i guess you could say they all lack Christ like love and compassion…
im in a tough spot, living at home with only one friend, and they have tons of friends in college, and they still dont come to help me or make my loneliness a little bit easier.. its like they’re trying to test how strong i am.. like they think im not human or something, which pisses me off..
what is up with them?