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i am so much depressed that he always mention me that i am fat,do dieting and go to gym,i know he is saying for my good only,but i am feeling its too much now,he is always back of me even if i eat he observes me,even if i go to gym n being good in diet he still sees me like i am some idiot cow,we are not at all happy married couple now,what to do im pcos but i have obesity problem since my childhood,all my life comments,humiliating,for my marraige i went to some slimming centres n lost weight,but it came up back again,now by his frustration i started secret eating,and i am fed up i am becoming more worse not doing diet at all,before i sleep,he says me off,and in the morning he says me ,u cant understand a simple thing that dieting and exercise works,i have a 20 months child now,he says to my daughter that im mad,he is so comfort that i will not divorce bcoz we got a child,in my community once u got a child,u should stay with hil until u die,even my dad he says try to adjust,try to become thin,im 29 he says me i m old now i cant get another man,ur out of market,he makes me feel that i m a useless stone in world,then i argues with him to make it worse first of all think of ur faults not pointing at others,he smokes,drinks,i say ok u stop smoking,i will stop eating sweets,but he says smoking is nothing he knows his limits,but i am a bullshitter that i eat sweets,in my mind every morning i think,oh today i should be good n take care of my health,i want to become thin,but n the morning itself he starts u will never change,i really want to die,but what about my child,i know i amm not fit,even if i die the next month he will try to find another wife and mom to my child(probably thin one),what to do shall i go for some surgery like stomach stiching or something,bcos he is killing me with his words,i feel now very ugly,and the more he criticize me i will more eat badfoods stop gym,i dont know food is my comfort only my friend,can u advise me to what to do plzz,or i should just die so that like me ugly creature will be no more in between beautifull people,can u advise me good easy way to die plzz..and ofcourse i AM doing in my life is bcoz he wishes ,bcoz i dont have any interest anymore i am a blank mind with just food…..

I am considering a future in horrific, double-entendre-ridden, romantic literature, and need to know whether my hand suits this particular *niche*.
Allow me to select a *passage* completely at random:
‘Martha then chortled in anticipation, as her gape enveloped Reginalds protruding girth. As they became one, Martha enquired “Is it in yet?”, at which point Reginald exclaimed “I was about to ask you the same thing”. This lack of sensation drew our heroes to the sobering conclusion that their days of ‘feeling’ acts of illicit congress may indeed be behind them. So they had a f-a-g’
Taken out of context, this could seem like deeply disturbing, and un-romantic prose. But please bear in mind that this story follows an ageing married couple that used to work as secret agents, but got made redundant after their secret agency over-spent on pens that control local wasp populations. So now they are trying to inject the excitement back into their lives by making sex. But decades of engaging in ‘secret-agent’ levels of sexual promiscuity have unfortunately nullified their bits.
Do I have a future?