Affiliate Marketing Secrets

– I feel such a loser and a failure in life, because, in our swimming class, I’m the only one who couldn’t dive, I was afraid since our coach said that there’s a possibility that your face will hit the floor if you didn’t dive correctly and when I try, it ends up as water enters my nose, I’m afraid to drown or to bleed in the pool, and I also couldn’t play basketball, or drive a car, or ride a bike, people might make fun of me I mean even small children and women can do these things and also I feel like a Jack of all trades but master of none, I can do a lot of things, but I don’t think I’m good at any of them, I’m having problems about choosing a career in college since I don’t know what I really like and what I’m good at.
– I have stories which might never get published and be out in the market since I get shy, that people might laugh at my work, my stories even if they are good might be a family secret, I just fear criticism since it would hurt my feelings, there’s nothing to be excited about if works don’t get published since I wouldn’t know if they are admired or not, I just fear my stories to be ridiculed and despised by others.
– I think no one would care for me in the future since I have no siblings to be with, I’m getting tired of my parents and I wonder if other teenagers feel the same way towards their parents. I feel like being independent from them and I’m sick and tired of them because they’ve been with me for many years and it’s the same people again I’ll live with for more decades. I want other people to live with and if possible, I would want my neighbors, classmates, teachers, or relatives to be my new family so I’d feel what it’s like to be with them every day since I’ve had enough of my parents being the same people I live with for so many years. Siblings might do better since a sibling is almost as old as you and you both have the same interests with that person and you’re of the same level since parents generally are higher than their kids
– I wouldn’t get married since I stated that I get tired of people who’s always with me every day for so many years and I’m sure I’ll get tired of my wife and kids if I get married and nurture my family after about 10 years. It’s the same since people usually both go on trips, eat dinner, celebrate new year, with their parents, wife and kids and sometimes I wish I would get to do those things with other people like my cousins, or friends If it’s possible to live with them like family. No one would take care of me when I get old and worse, nobody might bury me or cry at me when I die and since I didn’t want to marry, I’ll be alone for many decades with no one to talk to and spend special occasions with.
– I’m not very rich, which is why I feel insecure being with relatives or classmates richer than me, I’ve never been to other countries, not even distant places in my country, only to places we can drive at. We can’t even afford it but other people can, which is why I feel like being the least among my family and friends. I feel like I’m out of place if I’m the only one who can’t afford something expensive but others can. Many people go to starbucks every weekends, go to world class resorts and have many expensive watches, shirts, shoes, or pants but I’m not that rich to be able to do all those things
– I don’t have any best friends, I have friends but I’m not close to them. I’m not a fan of very intimate relationships like girlfriends or best friends. I normally leave people alone if there’s nothing to do with them or any topic to discuss about. I don’t spend like every second of a day with a friend as in you’re staying with them even if you don’t do anything together. I usually leave them after a few minutes and go to other friends after there’s nothing to do with them.I just don’t spend the whole time with just one person who is very close to me, I spend a few times with lots of people and would be alone after there’s nothing to do with them.
– I usually complain about my life it’s been years since I wanted to find a way not to study and never to work. If I don’t study or work, I’ll be poor and couldn’t support myself when I grow up. I have an inconsistent behavior in life when I complain about life’s challenges and feel like quitting or failing and to persevere in order to overcome life’s obstacles. There are times when I seem to focus on the flaws of life on what makes it awful and when I focus on the beauty of life and what makes it a treasure. I guess I’m just naturally lazy and I just can’t imagine spending like 40 years at work. 10 years at school is mundane enough for me, how about 40 years at work where there are more responsibilitities and duties and where things become harder. I just sometimes think I can’

Will it be difficult for me later in life if I have such a broad way of looking at life, to the point that I do not specialize in anything? My dream career is to be an artist. I would willingly try any medium; visual, music, literature, video games! But I always thought that to be an artist, you need to have a sincere fascination with the things of the world, and I cannot imagine doing that, if I am not open to any point of view, every walk of life. I would be the type to write about things I’ve never experienced.
But people would tell me, and I am worried myself, that I need to specialize in something or else I wouldn’t really have much value to give to the world. Like if I need to be hired, what would they need in me, that’s so unique or unfounded, to hire me?
Is it really worth it to scale yourself down? I can aim as high as I want and at the same time swear to myself that I would never get disappointed because I realistically accept that it might not come true. I don’t care. I am just happy anyway that THAT is not the only view to life. I guess I can take a day job. I do want to have my own name and be employed based on that. I don’t know. I’m only 16. But in my country, I’m a senior already and going to college next year.
So is it really bad not to specialize in anything? Will I not have a name by not having a niche?

I run a photography and graphic design business, recently got certified in web design and am finishing a certification in wedding planning. I run a craft blog that I update 4 days a week with tips and tutorials I put together myself. I make jewelry, children’s hair accessories and knit baby props (and the occasion scarf) which I sell in an online store. I’ve been writing a book for years and after I obtain my bachelors in information technology I’m going back to school for a marketing degree. Plus I’ve always had a secret dream to be a florist and chocolatier. No matter which path I follow, I get side tracked by something else and distracted by another. I love learning and growing and evolving. But I can’t make a living jumping from degree and business and job every week. I love everything I do, I have a special passion for each hobby and I pour my heart and soul into it. I’ve had the same hobbies and dreams since I was a kid, and its the same cycle I follow. How do I grow up and settle on one thing?

I run a photography and graphic design business, recently got certified in web design and am finishing a certification in wedding planning. I run a craft blog that I update 4 days a week with tips and tutorials I put together myself. I make jewelry, children’s hair accessories and knit baby props (and the occasion scarf) which I sell in an online store. I’ve been writing a book for years and after I obtain my bachelors in information technology I’m going back to school for a marketing degree. Plus I’ve always had a secret dream to be a florist and chocolatier. No matter which path I follow, I get side tracked by something else and distracted by another. I love learning and growing and evolving. But I can’t make a living jumping from degree and business and job every week. I love everything I do, I have a special passion for each hobby and I pour my heart and soul into it. I’ve had the same hobbies and dreams since I was a kid, and its the same cycle I follow. How do I grow up and settle on one thing?

I run a photography and graphic design business, recently got certified in web design and am finishing a certification in wedding planning. I run a craft blog that I update 4 days a week with tips and tutorials I put together myself. I make jewelry, children’s hair accessories and knit baby props (and the occasion scarf) which I sell in an online store. I’ve been writing a book for years and after I obtain my bachelors in information technology I’m going back to school for a marketing degree. Plus I’ve always had a secret dream to be a florist and chocolatier. No matter which path I follow, I get side tracked by something else and distracted by another. I love learning and growing and evolving. But I can’t make a living jumping from degree and business and job every week. I love everything I do, I have a special passion for each hobby and I pour my heart and soul into it. I’ve had the same hobbies and dreams since I was a kid, and its the same cycle I follow. How do I grow up and settle on one thing?