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My friend is 14 years old and I am very close to him. I know that its impossible to see your friends everyday. But my situation is different. I was homeschooled and really had no friends growing up and now that I am quite a bit older,in college, I met a very nice friend and don’t want to lose him, what shall I do? I have seen it happen with me before, friends gradually drift away and am scared to death this may happen someday and am determined to do anything I can to see him everyday, why do people grow apart? I did nothing to my previous friendships, they just grew up and found other niches?
I feel like I only get happiness thru others, cant make myself happy at all, and am like living thru him. My mother and I had a codependant relationship before she passed away, and I was an only child. At least my father is still alive.
I have no reason why college students my age will not be friends with me. I am not that shy in class, I go to class and then go home, I am a male of 5 feet 3 inches. Is that the reason why? I am 27 years old, am sure that I do not look like a baby! I am very emotionally unstable, but I am extremely intelligent – that might be the problem. I feel as if I am an adult child. Can anyone eleborate more on any of this please? No one in our family has had an answer, the antidepressants don’t seem to work, I have been to psychologist after psychologist after psychologist. If you need any more info I will gladly provide it.