Im a 14 year old male and go to a middle school.Ive had a great reputation of being a nerd when I was younger,but I lost it around the middle of 7th grade.I just wanted to be like the other kids thats all.It wasnt much fun being one either,besides knowing I had a secured but unvisible future unlike the other kids,I was pretty lonely and there were VERY few others that shared my intrests.So I slowly became one of the but oh,much worse.I got addicted to energy drinks,started cutting,being very hateful and even made my mom give up on me.It was because I didnt fit in besides my niche as a nerd.Then I moved and started going to another middle school,where I get in my first relationship.I also left my past personality behind and everyone thought I was funny and cute untill I started to work really hard and lost those my lovable personality.I noticed and then i started slacking of blah blah so basicly im between slacking off and actually trying hard in school.How can I get rid of the slacking off part?Thanks sorry I typed so much and im also sorry for any mistakes Ive made L8ter its 12:28 Am lol