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I am currently a senior. Back in 2006, I was in sixth grade. I knew this guy since elementary, we were always cool. Lets call him Q. One day, Q and his slightly younger cousins were trying to throw rocks from the sidewalk at our house, but they kept missing. My older brothers told them to stop and go home. They said that they were coming back with their much older cousins (who were in a gang) because they claimed that my younger sister and I called them the n word. That was the reasoning for trying to throw rocks. But we never said anything like that. Later, Q returned with his younger and older, gang-affiliated cousins. My older brothers and Q and his cousins were talking in the intersection of the street. My brother soon called me in to apologize, so we can move on. My brother said to shake one of his cousin’s hands, and apologize to solve things. When I went to shake his hand, he grabbed my hand and Q sucker punched me in my face. Before I realized what happened, they ran down the street. I never encountered him again, but he did go to my high school for a minute.
Since 7th grade, I have changed. I feel the need to fight, and defend my self even though the I have never had to since that incident. I started cussing and looking at the world from a different perspective. When strangers stand near me, I feel like I have to put my guard up in case they start attacking me. It is hard for me to talk about the incident because it bothers me and embarrasses me. I feel a small amount of resentment towards my older brother, and obviously Q.
I am not sure if the incident is connected to my personality change, but it did occur months after the incident. I have felt depressed since 7th grade, but I feel like it may be more than depression. I do display symptoms of Schizoid PD if that helps.
I know that Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is common in war veterans, and people that suffered from extreme physical or sexual assaults. However, this incident did not threaten my health, and I was had no visible other than a temporary cut in my mouth.
Any information would be appreciated and thoughts!

Hi, I am an 18 y/o guy who should start deciding on a major for college but I have no idea what to do.
Here’s my personality:
– Outgoing, but also like some alone time sometimes.
– I stress a lot, and struggle to work well when stressed.
– Do not really like routine work.
– I am a bit organized (but I can’t stand accounting!)
– I love to travel.
– I am a hard worker
– I don’t really like orders and commands
– I can work with people, but not too friendly person sometimes.
– I love acting (but there’s too many actors already)
– Not really a risk taker. (like to play it safe)
– Good with unfolding things (i.e Secrets, personalities)
– Don’t like working with money (just spending)
– Don’t like people who lie. (Can’t become a lawyer)
– I like making things like gift cards (i.e creating it’s layout on the computer)
– I love photo shopping (it calms me)
– I like creating magazine covers, posters, etc just for fun.
– Don’t really like physical sciences.
– Perfectionist (but tolerant if something is not right)
I thought of the following careers:
– Marketing/Advertising careers
– Pharmacist
I really don’t know what else will work for me…..
Please HELP!!

This is a long one. If you don’t wanna read it that’s cool but to those who do: thanks. I’m 14 and a freshman in high school and have had a crush on this one girl since the 7th grade. My buddy ****** me over that year though and asked her out for me before I hadn’t really talked to her before. She turned me down (obviously) and I was pissed off and pretty much gave up on her. All through 7th grade I only had a few not very close friends and was a pretty big loner, a lot of people thought I was emo cause I had long hair and sat alone all the time. But last year I found my niche and have stuck with them since. One of the kids in my group has also been crushing on this girl for a while so I gave up on her for most of the year. Since becoming more socially active I’ve cut my hair and changed a lot and last year a couple of my friends told me that this same girl found me attractive and talked about me to them sometimes. So the new school year just started and we’ve been talking a little and we have a few things in common. (mostly weed smoking and things that go along with that.) we have gym class together and she partners up with me sometimes and says hi a lot. My friends say she still says she likes me but I’ve been trying to text her and maybe hang out sometime but lately she’s been turning me down and giving me one word responses. I really like this girl and want to get to know her even as just friends if not more but despite how she talks about me shes been unenthusiastic and not wanting to hang out this whole weekend. I’m really confused. If anyone has any idea way might be going on in her head and could let me know that would be great. Should I keep trying or do you think that she just doesn’t like my personality and I need to move on? Thanks for reading and any responses would be helpful.

This is a long one. If you don’t wanna read it that’s cool but to those who do: thanks. I’m 14 and a freshman in high school and have had a crush on this one girl since the 7th grade. My buddy ****** me over that year though and asked her out for me before I hadn’t really talked to her before. She turned me down (obviously) and I was pissed off and pretty much gave up on her. All through 7th grade I only had a few not very close friends and was a pretty big loner, a lot of people thought I was emo cause I had long hair and sat alone all the time. But last year I found my niche and have stuck with them since. One of the kids in my group has also been crushing on this girl for a while so I gave up on her for most of the year. Since becoming more socially active I’ve cut my hair and changed a lot and last year a couple of my friends told me that this same girl found me attractive and talked about me to them sometimes. So the new school year just started and we’ve been talking a little and we have a few things in common. (mostly weed smoking and things that go along with that.) we have gym class together and she partners up with me sometimes and says hi a lot. My friends say she still says she likes me but I’ve been trying to text her and maybe hang out sometime but lately she’s been turning me down and giving me one word responses. I really like this girl and want to get to know her even as just friends if not more but despite how she talks about me shes been unenthusiastic and not wanting to hang out this whole weekend. I’m really confused. If anyone has any idea way might be going on in her head and could let me know that would be great. Should I keep trying or do you think that she just doesn’t like my personality and I need to move on? Thanks for reading and any responses would be helpful.

This is a long one. If you don’t wanna read it that’s cool but to those who do: thanks. I’m 14 and a freshman in high school and have had a crush on this one girl since the 7th grade. My buddy ****** me over that year though and asked her out for me before I hadn’t really talked to her before. She turned me down (obviously) and I was pissed off and pretty much gave up on her. All through 7th grade I only had a few not very close friends and was a pretty big loner, a lot of people thought I was emo cause I had long hair and sat alone all the time. But last year I found my niche and have stuck with them since. One of the kids in my group has also been crushing on this girl for a while so I gave up on her for most of the year. Since becoming more socially active I’ve cut my hair and changed a lot and last year a couple of my friends told me that this same girl found me attractive and talked about me to them sometimes. So the new school year just started and we’ve been talking a little and we have a few things in common. (mostly weed smoking and things that go along with that.) we have gym class together and she partners up with me sometimes and says hi a lot. My friends say she still says she likes me but I’ve been trying to text her and maybe hang out sometime but lately she’s been turning me down and giving me one word responses. I really like this girl and want to get to know her even as just friends if not more but despite how she talks about me shes been unenthusiastic and not wanting to hang out this whole weekend. I’m really confused. If anyone has any idea way might be going on in her head and could let me know that would be great. Should I keep trying or do you think that she just doesn’t like my personality and I need to move on? Thanks for reading and any responses would be helpful.

This is a long one. If you don’t wanna read it that’s cool but to those who do: thanks. I’m 14 and a freshman in high school and have had a crush on this one girl since the 7th grade. My buddy ****** me over that year though and asked her out for me before I hadn’t really talked to her before. She turned me down (obviously) and I was pissed off and pretty much gave up on her. All through 7th grade I only had a few not very close friends and was a pretty big loner, a lot of people thought I was emo cause I had long hair and sat alone all the time. But last year I found my niche and have stuck with them since. One of the kids in my group has also been crushing on this girl for a while so I gave up on her for most of the year. Since becoming more socially active I’ve cut my hair and changed a lot and last year a couple of my friends told me that this same girl found me attractive and talked about me to them sometimes. So the new school year just started and we’ve been talking a little and we have a few things in common. (mostly weed smoking and things that go along with that.) we have gym class together and she partners up with me sometimes and says hi a lot. My friends say she still says she likes me but I’ve been trying to text her and maybe hang out sometime but lately she’s been turning me down and giving me one word responses. I really like this girl and want to get to know her even as just friends if not more but despite how she talks about me shes been unenthusiastic and not wanting to hang out this whole weekend. I’m really confused. If anyone has any idea way might be going on in her head and could let me know that would be great. Should I keep trying or do you think that she just doesn’t like my personality and I need to move on? Thanks for reading and any responses would be helpful.