Let me know what you think. It’s kind of dark
Wrote it to this instrumental:
Out of sight, out of mind,
out of time, to decided.
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest, of my life.
x2
This little girl named Sarah didn’t have a problem in the world
Till her daddy died she cried visions swirled she curled up against her Mom
Holding palms to keep her calm tears leaked down her cheeks
She didn’t speak for weeks except the shrieks she made while she was asleep
She kept discrete dealing with her feelings kneeling praying for any kind of healing
Hoping her daddy was hearing Sarah’s Mom heard every word through the ceiling
It killed her seeing her daughter grieving so she got back into dating making
Attempt’s to find a husband but found no one that could replace the space
Of Sarah’s father but they were running out of dollars, it was hard raising a toddler alone
They had to get loans just to keep on their phone, they started becoming all bone
They couldn’t afford good food, Sarah’s Mom would strip nude just to pay their dues
She started talking to her private clients then met an appliance man named Dan
Who offered her a wedding band and She said Yes then Sarah started to feel a mess
Out of sight, out of mind,
out of time, to decided.
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest, of my life.
x2
Dan was a ticking time bomb always abusing Sarah’s Mom
She would vomit in disgust that she had fallen for his trust
He was in it for lust but she needed him for bills
Sarah would get the chills watchin her dig in the pill bottle
What a model for a child Sarah no longer smiled
all the while at school she felt isolated and degraded
That her Mom affiliated with a person that she hated
Sarah persuaded to her Mom that they needed to move on
So upon getting home they packed up all of their things
Then the door bell ringed it was Dan he had forgot his key
He looked through the window saw the bags and screamed violently
Don’t you dare fvcking leave! he covered his fist over with his sleeve
Punched out the window then went niave strangling his wife
Sarah was shocked in fright watching him take her mothers life
She quickly grabbed a knife and repeatedly stabbed him threw his wind pipe
Out of sight, out of mind,
out of time, to decided.
Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest, of my life.
x2
I’ve been doing Atkins for a month now… I’ve lost a lot of weight, I feel so much healthier, and I really feel like this is my niche to achieve the goals I want for myself.
The problem is this diet is seriously messing with my cycle. I started early last month, by a week, and had my lady time for 11 days. Two weeks later, it has started again, and again it is still a week early. Have any other women had trouble with this? I have been looking online and read a few articles about it happening, but I’m not sure if this is permanent change in my body or a temporary adjustment?
So the problem isn’t friends…I am not lonely! lol I have plenty of friends and acquaintances…some are them are great, but our interests differ …like in say MUSIC! How do I make new friends? House music friends! I can’t attend major electro festivals like Electric zoo, electric daisy carnival, clubs, etc ‘cuz I have no one to go with…no one as crazyyy ..and passionate about something like Electro house and dance it like an idiot! lol Heellllppp!
i feel like crying during movies. any movie. any movie because there’s always a couple, or someone who finds love. but movie’s aren’t the main problem, i guess.
i cry because i’m lonely.
i don’t care if i’m fifteen and i have ‘my entire life’ to find someone, i’m not even looking for a soul-mate. i’m looking for someone to make me happy. even if it’s just for a little while. even if i have to deal with feelings afterwards.
some will say, ‘get a hobby’. i guess once upon a time i had a niche. i was an artist, and i was damn good too. but i fell out of creativity, and every time i try to pick it up again it never sticks. now.. now i sit in my room watching the shopping network and cartoons, occupying my time. i feel like such a loser because i’m just wasting my time. i hate summer break, because at least school kept me busy.
i don’t even have a best friend. they don’t need me, my friends aren’t exactly pivotal to my life either. i could live without my casual friends. i just.. all i want is to be happy.
My ISP is affiliated with ESPN3, and when I connect through my modem directly I have no problem watching ESPN3 on my xbox360 or on my PC. However when I connect a router to my network all of a sudden It cannot determine my ISP and will not give me access. Can anyone give me a clue as to what is going on? ESPN3 does not have an answer and reffered me to my ISP. My ISP says that they only do tech support for the modem and since I am not having any problem they canno help me (i.e. they will not help me)
I just got a very nice new speaker system for my tv, with very good bass and everything
problem is, the only wall I can put it on is shared with my roommate’s bedroom. he has complained about the noise of it, which makes using it difficult
I was thinking what if I put thick fabric behind it, along the wall? I dont know much about acoustics, but would this solve the issue? would it reduce the sound quality?
It is in a niche, maybe only 4 ft tall and wide and a few feet deep. If I could just put something to cover the niche’s walls with, that would be best