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Been married for 40 years. Spouse was in military for 27 years, I was there for all 27. SBP elected. We are now 62, 64. I want to get away but have been told I must stay. If I leave, I leave with nothing and adult kids will get nothing. I am tired of the threats. I want the last phase of my life to be good. I am on medicare disability (from an accident) and tricare for the drugs. 1) I understand that if I leave, I can keep disability and tricare for life as long as I don’t remarry. But husband says I cannot even date as it would be considered same as marriage. What are the written regulations. 2) I live in community property state and should get 50/50. But he says if I leave, the first to go looses out. Does that really matter? 3) When I bring the issue up, he gets very angry, the humiliation would be too much for him. I fear about what this means. I plan to stay in the area because my children are here and it would be impossible to keep my new whereabouts a secret. What do others do? 4) am I entitled to a military lawyer? If so, how do I access one about this without his knowledge? 5) He has hidden assets in a safe for the majority of marriage. Probably 50% of our assets are hidden there. I know how much was paid for these assets because I have kept the records for the last 20 years. But the market value must be much more. If I mention divorce, these assets will just disappear. Will the record I have of the payments for these assets be of any value in distribution of assets. Excuse me for thinking of money, money, but I am disabled and my children deserve some compensation for the treatment they also received. If anyone can answer, I would appreciate it.

I registered for LHC about 3 days ago, I received the activation email and clicked on the link. Now when I attempt to view anything on my account I get this message:
“You do not have permission to access this page. This could be due to one of several reasons:
Your user account may not have sufficient privileges to access this page. Are you trying to edit someone else’s post, access administrative features or some other privileged system?
If you are trying to post, the administrator may have disabled your account, or it may be awaiting activation”
I am able to view more as an unregistered guest, than as my not yet activated account…
Im unable to find anything that tells me how long it usually takes to activate an account, and I am unable to contact ANY admins. I emailed 2 separate email accounts affiliated with LHC and I actually had an automatic message from gmail stating that it wasnt received and they would try resending it for 2 more days. Please someone help. 🙁

So I am 14 years old and this is me idk way to think.
Back In July I joined my high school freshman football team. Ididny really choose it but my dad did. When school started in august I quit it because football was not really my decision and I was already in another school activity that I enjoyed.
So to punish me my mom took my ps3 and 2,500 dollars worth if electronics. The school activity was robotics. Now near Xmas I want to ask for a XBox 360 but I’m afraid they will bash and yell at me. Everyday they bring up what a fool and what a loser, retard, idiot I am only because u quit because u was already affiliated with an activity. Also I live video games and breath it but I know how to get off and do other things. Plus my mom works for Microsoft so she can get a 75% discount at everything.
Plz explain my parents and why they do this crap.
U really have no clue