Posted on 03 December 2012. Tags: ANY, carefree spirit, Chance, discipleship school, Life, lifetime chance, loyal group, music festival, niche, real friends, Road, road trip, school, warped tour, weird thing
okay i’m 22 and became Christian 2 years ago.. since then it has been very hard finding my “niche” in life, as well as a loyal group of likeminded radical believers..
anyways, this past summer i went on a 2 week discipleship school.. it had about 300 people and i was hoping it would lead me to friendship.
i ended up not making ANY real friends because almost everyone came with a group of friends, and i came alone.
anyways over the last few days at this school, a few people came up to me and told me that “God wanted me to tell you don’t worry about it.” this guy didn’t know what that meant, but said it was “between you and God”..
that was awesome because i worry alot about my direction, faith, etc….
and a day later this girl, whom i admired throughout the week for her adventurous, carefree spirit (something i try to emulate), actually came up to me and told me that throughout the week, God had been telling her to tell me, “God wants you to recognize Him”…
this adventurous girl told me that, and later that night the group i was with announced this “wilder tour”.. where its basically a road trip around the united states, saving souls and preaching to people.
that is what i’ve always dreamed of, so i take those two things as signs from God.
anyways, when i got home from this 2 week school, this girl responded to an old-ish email of mine who ran a ministry on Warped Tour (2 month long music festival in the USA).
i met them on warped tour before the 2 week school i went on.
i figured they’d have tons of people asking if they could join and hit the road with them and travel the USA… the weird thing is NOBODY asked. so she said i could join if i want.
should i take this chance? and do you think God wants me to do this?
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Posted on 27 April 2011. Tags: Anxiety, cause, Charter, charter school, depression anxiety, Highschool, loser, mental health issues, niche, outcast, real friends, rec center, social anxiety, weed
I don’t have any real friends… I’ve switched schools numerous times cause of bullying and moving and financial issues my family had… Im a freshman in highschool but im currently going to a charter school specifically designed for people with behavioral issues, and/or depression/anxiety/mental health issues/disabilities. Most of the kids there are there for behavioral issues, which I’m there for depression/anxiety.. I’mkinda the outcast cause i dont act out like most of them do and i dont do weed or drink or any of that **** so aparently that makes me a loser.
I have a few friendly accuaintances i guess you could say, outside of school from past schools, but none that i could really call friends.. i have no social life whatsoever, party due to social anxiety and partly due to the fact i lost all of my middle school years, switching schools and homescooling, while other kids were making friends and finding their niche, and i was being a hermit all depressed hiding in my room.
I have no money to sign up for things at the rec center, my school has absolutely no activities to take part in, and theres no where to hang out around my house. I dont have my drivers license yet so i cant drive anywhere and my family is un-willing to do ANYTHING for me.
I feel like im stuck. all ive been able to do is make a few online friends, but that doesnt help much. it just keeps me inside on a computer more.
What do I do? I’m such a freaking loner.
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Posted on 23 November 2010. Tags: antics, argument, college, college photos, Facebook, family reunions, football team, girlfriend, information, insanity, nieces and nephews, real friends, Thing?, Work, work colleagues
My girlfriend and I just had an argument because she learned that she was on my secondary/professional Facebook account and not the one with my real friends. Here’s the situation: I met my girlfriend at my work. So I gave her the FB information I give all my work colleagues as it is HR friendly. When she learned that my best friend, an ex, and all of my family were linked to another FB account, she sent a FB request which I denied because her account is infested with friends from work who I don’t want to see my college photos, my football team antics or costumed insanity with my nieces and nephews at family reunions and such.
I told her I would friend her on my real FB account if she unfriended everyone from all the companies with which our company is affiliated. This upset her.
What’s the right thing to do in this situation?
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