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I consider myself completely heterosexual and am in a loving relationship with a woman, but I have always had this attraction to Transsexuals. I’m not just attracted to any transsexual, but ones that look and act more feminine than most women and you would have no idea they had a you know what, unless you saw it. I don’t ever see myself dating a transsexual, nor I don’t really want to hook up with one either. It’s just the thought of being tricked and taken control of that gets my juices flowing. I have massaged my prostate and it does lead to a very intense orgasm. Is that a reason for this attraction? To have a “women” seductively dominate me? To be clear, I am truly disgusted by the thought of kissing or having sex with a male. I just don’t find them attractive. Not even crossdressers. When I masturbate to this niche, I can’t watch any transsexual that I can tell is a male until they take their clothes off. I masturbate to heterosexual porn just as much.
With that said, I don’t consider myself gay, nor would I consider myself bisexual because I am solely turned on by feminine beauty. It just so happens that sometimes I’m turned on with a girl with something extra. Do you have any comments or what do you think I would be considered? Thanks for the replies.
I’m looking for genuine opinions and not “your a total fag” comments. I don’t tolerate anyone who offends people for their own satisfaction.

I used to be one of the top students in my class and in my small “niche” when I was young. However, the older I got, the more I started to wonder what the whole point was. I easily used to get 95-100% on assignments or tests in the beginning of the year in highschool, then kind of taper off because of burnout since my physique was my most major weakness at that time. Up until then, my parent’s pressure kept me going, as well as personal interest in my studies. I enjoyed my teachers who seemed to be great motivators and mentors.
I would see certain students with 97% averages (I was friends with one of them) and kind of wonder what the whole point was trying to “be the best”. People who did this were not necessarily happier people and all the hard work and drive to prove superiority or higher achievement over another would lead to a short term feeling of satisfaction of “proving that one’s better”. Then if you were to go to the top, you would go through all the stress, competition and pain trying to maintain it…until you find another person better than you and the whole process would repeat itself. It doesn’t always necessarily mean that these people are necessarily better people either. The ones I’ve met were downright narcissistic on a pathological level (and lie to preserve a perfect image), were obnoxious, and generally not well liked either.
So what motivates these cutthroat competitive people? Their short term feeling of satisfaction of “superiority”? All that hard work, strained relationships, all for that? Or is it to please their parents?
Just wondering what you think of this.

I am 29 years old and despite being employed and very much employable, I have never quite found my niche, never quite found satisfaction in any of the bottom line obsessed jobs i’ve had since leaving school.
I very nearly joined the army at 16 but didnt quite follow through, ive always really really fancied it but despite knowing the age limit is 34 i felt like maybe i was too old. I have no problems being told what to do, I am fit, or at least “always playing football and 2 circuit training classed a week” fit not “army fit” and liek i say i have a real desire for something out of teh ordinary.
I have a few gcse’s in eng, maths, I.T. etc so would appreciate any advice of what to join if indeed you would reccommend i did. I read good things about the subsidised living side of the army and see that a starting salary of 17.500 which is only slightly less than i get now…..
any advice or tips greatly appreciated.