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Alright, so since yesterday, I have just been feeling very insecure and crappy. There are just a lot of things culminating. FYI: I a freshman in college.
-One of my friends got really drunk and had to be sent to the hospital….this is one of my good friends, and she is really upset that she did this, but it just makes me nervous because I really like this group of people, and now she did this
-I am not sure I like another group of friends that much, but I really want to
-My best friend from high school has found her niche and her close group of friends that she really likes, and I just am wondering why I haven’t. I still sometimes quesiton my friendships, I just don’t know how much of a bad thing that is….I guess I am just a little bit jealous of her?
-I have never been in a relationship, gone on a date, or even kissed a boy. For that matter I don’t think any guy has every been attracted to me
-Everytime there is a guy I like, something just goes wrong so that it doesn’t work out.
So I am a very outgoing person, and I generally am happy. I am a talker, and people tend to like me. I am not ugly (not ridiculously pretty). I work hard, and I have a strong set of morals-I try to be the best person I can be. I don’t feel the need to be mean to others, but if someone is outwardly mean to me, I don’t pretend to have time for them/pretend to care about them (this isn’t often). I have 2 really really close friends at home, and my family is very close. I have never felt this insecure before, I was always incredibly happy with my life in high school.
In regards to the boys- I have lots of guy friends, just no one that seem interested in more. I have been told that there is nothing necessarily wrong with me, just that I don’t come off as “available”. I have no clue how to fix this. I just don’t treat boys any differently than I do girls. The conversation is different, but I don’t act differently. Also, in college, I think lot’s of people just want hook-ups, and I am not interested in that. I also refuse for my first kiss to be at a party or antything.
So I guess my questions are:
-What do I do about my friends situation?
-What do I do about the boys situation?

I’m a pretty busy person. I get good grades and I love the sports and activities I do, but I’m never happy.
My boyfriend is everything to me, and I’m sure I’d commit suicide if anything happened to him. I also have 2-3 close friends, but I really don’t see them much because one is always busy and the other two don’t live especially close to me. I’m outgoing at school and can talk to just about anybody, so I have a ton of acquaintances. But I only have one close friend from school because everyone already has their niche.
I do spend a lot of time with people, but any single moment that I’m alone, I get extremely depressed. I can’t be alone for half a day without feeling lonely, insecure, worthless, and hopeless. I can’t stop ruminating and comparing myself to people who are in a happy niche having fun with their best buddies. It’s terrible – what’s wrong with me? If it makes any difference, I’m 15-16 years old

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