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hi everyone.
i’m 16… And last year I was convinced I was ugly, useless, worthless…
but this year I met new friends, who really boosted my confidence, and I got my first boyfriend.
But he then dumped me 5 weeks later.
And now my friends are never there for me when I need them, and i’m sure i’ll never meet another guy as i’m not going to college and i’ve always been home-schooled.
i’ve only just started to feel really confident about me and my looks, I don’t want to feel ugly again 🙁 please help and sorry if I sound like a *****..

From Elementary to my sophomore year of high school I wasn’t necessarily considered “ugly” but more plain to be exact. Almost no attractive girl acknowledged me as good looking. They thought I was goth just because my hair was naturally pitch black along with my fair skin. Then the summer before my junior year I started changing my look a bit and people looked at me like I was a different person. I started straightening my hair and wearing clothes from Abercrombie, Aeropostale, Banana Republic etc. Then in my senior year I competed in this fundraiser for my prom which involved a beauty pageant for guys. I became popular after that and got hit on by some of the girls that ignored me before. I am in college now and I am getting flirty remarks from many. I feel as if because of the mental and vain torture I experienced has given me the impression to be cynical about every girl that hits on me.

I am 14 girl and I have super ugly armpits that cause me pain and embarrassment. They have little skin-colored bumps everywhere (I think it might be the hair about to poke through?) even after I shave. Sometimes they are filled with pus. I also have a TON of ingrown hairs that cause large, painful lumps. My mom has to squeeze them for the pus to come out and then plucks the hair that pops out (sorry for that visual guys :/ ) for the pain to go away. I use a Venus 5 blade razor, Skintimate shaving cream, and a Secret deoderant. I have posted this question before, and the only one who answered told me to try Nair. I got the sensitive skin one, followed the directions, and it barely worked and left my skin burning, red, and raw. Waxing really isn’t an option because you have to wait for the hair to grow a certain length an I have volleyball 3-5 times a week and can’t have hairy armpits. I love to wear tanktops, but have been too embarrassed lately and am sad because the weather is getting warmer. How do I get nice, smooth armpits in time for spring and summer?!?! Thanks to all who answer maturely!!!! 🙂

Did I let the ugliness inside me, cause me to fail/struggle?
I have been struggling for over 25 years to take care of the family my kids father stated he didn’t want. I am a firm discipliner, responsible and hardworking mother. I usually bounce back from things, but im 40 now and am feeling tired, frustrated and overwhelmed. i am sensitive. my family only support my ideas when they think i have money. no one comes to see me. even tho i denied it, a lot of people are jealous of me. i went from being on the streets due to verbal and physical abuse from my dad and my kids father to the shelter, to the hood and now to a beautiful lakefront home. i tried to show my kids that i care and never left them. now they have left me and hold grudges against me for spanking them when needed as a last alternative. i have lost my hair a couple of times, gone to the hospital from being short winded and have collapsed from stress. two of my kids watched in joy to see me having a nervous breakdown. then they turn around and want to be nice to me until i disagree with them about something. i don’t know my niche. i have kept a nice place for me and my family and have taught my kids how to work and earn money, clean, wash, iron, lots of things. does God hear me? i need a financial blessing so that i don’t have to worry about how im going to survive when my youngest is gone. i spend a lot of time with my kids and family. yet they show me that they don’t need me around. they say they enjoy life without me. they make me feel worthless and hate myself. therefore, it attracts people who in turn hate me too. i need a new perception on life. tired of being rejected and hurt then the same ones call me when they want a favor. i don’t know what love is. that song called how to love by lil wayne is so me right now. i want to enjoy my life while i still have my health and strength. and still want to be with my family even tho they don’t want me. tired of working for people who fire me at the drop of a dime. i feel fatigue and depressed. my dad said not to feel sorry for myself. i am trying to understand what that means and if i am doing that so that i can hurry up and change. i was beaten up by a guy and went to my dad and all he did was talked about his problems and didn’t even look at me to see that my face was swollen and blood over me. im afraid to be intimate anymore because the experiences have been ugly. after my son grows up and leaves, i don’t know what is next for me. i need a life and to be around people that enjoy seeing me happy. even that would scare me, but i would like to know what that feels like. i admit i can be verbally rude and sarcastic sometimes. yet im told by the same ones that dislike me that i didnt do anything wrong and i am a good person. i have terrible anxiety and just stay to myself now. did i let the ugliness inside me cause me to fail/struggle?