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when i was younger i used to be really good with kids my own age and i was one of the popular kids but that slowly started to change around 5th grade. throughout my childhood we moved a lot because my parents were into the housing market, so i never had any longterm friends. but we settled down when i was in 5th grade and i went to an elementary near my grand parents house because of my parents schedual they needed my grand parents to take me to school and bring me home.so in 5th grade something happened that changed me. instead of being a popular kid and getting along with people i just sort of left them alone i didn’t feel like talking to them, needless to say because of this i had little friends in 5th grade bur come 6th grade i met a nice boy who was a lot like me and we were really good friends but it turns out he really didn’t like me he was just coming over to my house to “hang out with me” because i had some really good stuff like an x box and a pool, when i learned this i felt betrayed and shut him out of my life wich left me alone not soon after i changed schools and this is where it started getting bad.
at my new school i started to become that lone wolf kid who sits in the shade and just listens to music alone or would rather stay inside an read rather than go outside. and it kind of continued that way for about 5 months then i learned that a girl name callie had a crush on me so we talked for a while which was really weird for me but i guess she liked my personality cause she decided to stay with me until the end of the school year. the last few weaks of the school year i started too…. not have proper emotions as weird as that sounds but i just didn’t feel emotions when i should’ve i no longer felt happy or felt affection towards callie nor towards anyone or anything really i could only feel sadness rage and occasional bursts of happiness so me and callie just sort of stopped being together we didnt have an official break up.
7th grade was a year when i started to spiral into my current situation. i was always big for my age not fat but tall and had a wide shoulders i was like 5’11 in 7th grade. and naturally me being different lead to bullying, now up until 7th grade i was always a nice boy but that changed after everyone tried to fight me. the kids at the school made it sort of a “you got balls test” to try and beat me in a fight, i never lost any of the fights but i started to get more violent in the fights to the oint where i would bang htere heads against the glass doors and hit them with a pole or branch or anything i could find.. i got suspended two times and went to the principles office almost every day.. so i decided to talk to my avaiable father figure..my grandpa and we talked for days about my school and what to do and i really started to respect him until….. the big secret got out that he was a pedophile child rapist and abuser who raped my mother, aunt and abused my uncle after i learned thati started to get paranoid not trusting anyone around this time i also lost my faith which messed with me mentally knowing i was lied to again. 8th grade was worse then 7th. in 8th grade i was homechooled because i finally got expelled from my last school for being a violent student or some **** like that. being home schooled gave me time to learn some things about my self but also spiral further into..well that’s what i want you to tell me…. continuing in the beginning of 8th grade i experimented with the internet you know being 14 and all… it wasn’t long after i learned i was homosexual which further messed with my mind because i was raised religious so now i thought i was a messed up monster.. i started getting really dpressed and thought of suicide almost everyday but something made me continue with life..maybe it was loosing faith in the “afterlife” but i continued with 8th grade and became even more emotionally detached at this point i could rarely feel anything but pure hatred and depression skip ahead a few months (currently) i feel little emotion at all now i just kind of go through the days but put on a happy face when needed i have become a cold individual and i dont trust anyone anymore i think all people are always judging and ranking the people around them….the other day however something sparked in me and said “you are not ok right now, do something” maybe it was how i was raised.. i don’t know but after being on the internet hours a day i learned about the yahoo answers thing..
should i see a therapist or is what i am going through normal? and please no insults i know i’m messed up that’s why i am doing this

I have been accepted into some basic networks and 2 privately owned networks, as well as forming a good relationship with a product owner who says I have permission to directly advertise her product. I have been trained for the past few weeks but nobody in the industry has ever mentioned anything about LEGAL stuff. I’ve never had a job or career before, fresh out of school. Don’t know a thing about taxes, where can I learn how to do things legally?>
I know some big “gurus” who’ve been jailed, mostly for fraud and OBVIOUS trickery. I’m not planning to be deceitful, but like everyone else in the industry it’s in my best interest to avoid paying taxes (legally) and for that I need to be educated on laws… A thing I wish they would teach in schools.

1) I have zero friends.
2) I like feeling sorry for myself – it makes me feel better in a twisted kind of way.
3) I’m 18 and I feel like I’m alive but not living.
4) I have 8 siblings and they all have someone close to them out of our siblings. I’m the middle child and I have no one. I feel so lonely because I can’t talk to them about anything, nor talk to my friends considering I don’t have any.
5) Never had a boyfriend (not looking for one and don’t care), but how am I ever going to settle down in the future if I can’t even get people to talk to me. Even when I make the first move, they only give short replies and I feel awkward. I’m not ugly or anything but I don’t understand (this will obviously contribute to my lonely future).
6) I attract perverts. Strangers seem to like me and they’re really old.
7) I am secretly depressed. Have been since the age of 13.
8) I want to cry all the time.
9) I feel like my heart is being squeezed and like I’m suffocating.
10) I hate people. I hate everyone. Every time I see people I think to myself ‘thank God I’m not like them – they look stupid [what they’re doing]’ I don’t think I’m better than them, but everyone’s behaviour pisses me off.
11) I think about death a lot. Not necessarily me killing myself. But I think about death and how one day none of us will be here. I would be looking out of the window on the bus and thinking ‘see that woman over there, she might not be alive tomorrow’ ‘what’s the point of living/life’ ‘how am I going to cope if my mum dies? [has to hold back tears in case anyone notices that I’m crying on the bus]’. I always have thoughts like that. I even hate it when my parents say they’re going on holiday, because the first thing that comes into my head is death. What if they die or the plane crashes? I know it’s unlikely but I can’t help it.
12) I can’t talk about my feelings to anyone because I start to cry. I’m so weak that it’s pathetic. I have never told anyone I love them or care about them, not even my parents because I don’t want to cry in front of them.
13) Girls always use me but never befriend me.
14) I feel like my life lacks purpose. All I know is that I enjoy crying, and writing about my feelings in my diary when they’re too intense.
15) I am so completely and utterly lonely that I have to pretend I enjoy my own company. I look at people laughing with their friends and I’m just standing on the sidelines observing and wishing that were me. That’s all I ever do: observe. I want a piece of that too but I can’t have it.
16) I’m painfully shy and quiet. I get embarrassed over almost everything. My dad always used to tell me I’m embarrassing him when I was a kid and I suppose it stuck. Every time I do something I get so embarrassed and wish the ground would swallow me up even though it’s nothing embarrassing [logically]
17) I talk to myself in my head a lot. I have conversations with myself.
18) I spend a lot of time under my duvet reading fiction novels to escape my pathetic life.
19) The only good thing to have come out of this is that my writing is really good according to my teachers. They say I can articulate myself very well and they enjoy reading all of my assignments. My tutor even told me I should consider a future in creative writing. But I’m going into nursing (this September).
I have always felt like this. All I’ve ever wanted to do is cry and feel sorry for myself. For some twisted reason, I enjoy it – it makes me feel better and worse at the same time. I need some advice please!

Basically I never want nice guys that treat me right! I always fall for total douche bags. I can’t see myself with someone nice that would treat me right. I’ve broken a lot of hearts and lost some really amazing guys. I also spend my time with people that don’t deserve me and everyone else thinks they’re total losers and jerks, and I worship them when they’re undeserving creeps. I only want people that don’t want me and its kind of sad. Why do I do this? Thanks.

If it makes it easier to answer this question my aftermarket rims are staggered 19×8.5 (front), 19×9.5 (back) Niche M130 Targa rims and the tires are Michelin Pilot Super Sport (235-35-19/265-30-19).
For example how would it effect acceleration/speed since they are bigger in diameter. Also what are the Pros and Cons and other major effects. (and i already know i’m going to have to reset my speedometer and the rim will bend easier if I hit a pot hole) I just want to know what they do to performance and please try to make your answers specific to my car.I just want to know how it will affect my car specifically.

I am trying to fight my way through the CPL route and will start with my PPL. I have received application forms for a £10k career development loan but am unable to find any flight schools that are linked with this. Please can anyone advise me on any flight schools that are affiliated with the SFA for the ppl?
Thanks in advance