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Okay, so everyone always told me that college would be the best 4 years of my life.. i’m more than halfway through my sophomore year, and so far they have been the worst years by far.
My first year i started off at a top university in california, and was really excited to go. Once i got there, i realized how big it was and how lost i felt, and i tried to make friends and find a niche, but still found myself with nobody to hang out with on the weekends… I have always been very academically driven, so i did spend a lot of time doing homework, but so did everyone at this place.
Anyways, I would cry myself to sleep most nights, and really hated the school. I was having an awful time, and decided that i should transfer, in the hopes of creating a fresh start. I transferred to a top liberal arts college on the east coast, and am now having an even worse time. I tried much harder this time to make friends and seek connections and join clubs and groups, and I feel so much worse here than at my old school. I cry myself to sleep quite often, and have had 2 therapists tell me that i’m clinically depressed (and i promise, i was happy as a clam in high school, so this is a new thing.) Also, during november and december of this year, i contemplated suicide multiple times a day, and came somewhat close to carrying it out a number of times.
Needless to say, I’m not having the best years of my life. I can’t drop out of college, because A.) my parents would never allow it, B.) I would never let myself live it down, and C.) I have nothing else to do. I also have no idea what i want to major in, and have lost interest in what i thought i was going to major in (so now i have no way to feasibly fit in any other major before i’m supposed to graduate.)
What should i do? I’m miserable on so many levels.

I’m due to give birth in June and i’m 23yo. I regret falling pregnant (although, I still love my little baby and am quite looking forward to being a Mum) without establishing some type of niche in a career. I’m finding with the worries of the pregnancy and buying our first house, planning a wedding, that although I wanted all these things in life, I never developed a career. I jumped from degree to degree in the earlier years of my life, took a few yrs off from studying but have finally decided to go with Primary School teaching. I’m not having any luck in getting the prerequisites required and now fretting about will I ever really have a career. I can’t afford to physically attend Uni (I would do a degree online) as we can’t afford childcare and my partner wants me to stay as a stay at home mum until bub goes to school.
Have any other mums or even dads gone through this type of dilemma….and how do you go about working it out?

I was born in New Jersey and have lived there for 18 years of my life. After high school I moved straight to Washington state for college. I am applying for FAFSA yet again for the next year. I have a driver’s license from New Jersey yet I live in Washington and I plan on living there at least until I graduate. Which state do I affiliate myself being a permanent resident of since I have the driver’s license from New Jersey yet live in Washington?